I miss the outside. I miss being with my friends. I miss being at work. I miss having tactile memories that take place outside of the house. I miss doing things before they were banned or illegal. I mean some of the things I do have always been illegal - I’m gay, hi, nice to meet you. I just want to get this all over with and go back to the living norm— SIKE! The ‘normal’ we’re so used to didn’t work out, bitch! Wake up!
I personally think we need to dismantle, not only the patriarchy, but also the incarcerating fabrics of this so-called “reality” and demand the people in charge to shut the matrix down. Pull out the plug! Like, have you also had fantasies of waking up from the simulation you call ‘life’ or are you normal?
They say grief has 5 stages, denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. Believe it or not, during this quarantine I have been through those stages like a million times! Doesn’t that seem suspicious to you!? Like I get it, I’m gay and do butt stuff, I need to punished but I’m also Filipino! Like, pick a struggle girl! Too fucking much.
The universe really be hating on me.
Let's be real, all you bitches wanna look like me. Wanna be in demand, get booked like me. Wanna run up in the lab and cook like me. - Nicki Minaj
I forgot what the point of this article was after this took an existential and transcendental turn. Uhhhmm, right, medical marijuana. At this point I don’t see any reason for it to be illegal. People be smoking a bowl and get turnt, they stay at home, everyone’s safe and happy. Why can’t that be considered as one of the solutions?
I was just informed to put a disclaimer and for legal reasons please take everything I say with a grain of salt (and a shot of tequila and some lime). All jokes aside, the most we could do in this quarantine is reminisce and remember the memories we had in the outside world.
In the mean time, remember to stay safe and stay at home. All we can do is look forward and fantasize what good the future would bring. Perhaps a vaccine, world peace or ketamine. ☺️ Anyway, here are some unfiltered excerpts from my past Elevated Endeavors Journal aka the Juju Logs. ✳︎